the ugly side of womanity...
retrogressing a few days ago, i suffered from an excruciating monthly phase called the "period". it's the time of the month when girls are immediately transformed into bitches in monstrous proportions... well, some of us atleast... it's the time of the month when the usually sweet and nice girls suddenly cuss and have bitch fits... it's the time of the month when some girls indulge in bashing better looking females of the species... well, i on the other hand do both... can i help it? i look like a bloated blimp with breakouts when it's the bloody time of the month...
i think just a few days ago was the time of the month when i had the bashing fit... i was checking out the "hottie" in her hot pants in the most grabbed section of friendster when this PMS infested bitch in me had this really somewhat stupid idea of bashing her... the next thing i knew, i suddenly have an insatiable indulgence in looking for more pics of girls in skimpy outfits in their sexiest pose and well, just dissing them online... yeah, i was a freaking PMS induced madman... i went a bit overboard... after that pretty twisted episode, i logged out of friendster, took a shower and went back to my monthly past time of self criticism.....
well, i guess im not alone in that bashing brigade... heck, i know alot of em girls turn into temporary haters when they're threatened with someone who looks a tad better... heck, i always feel threatened when im bloating and leaking like a faucet.... that may go the same with other ladies out there...
i'll admit to that... im one of the few ladies out there with a million and 1 insecurities... insecurities that magnify when the time of the month comes... only, we have different ways of coping with them... some indulge in unhealthy self criticism... others indulge in dissing women prettier than they are... and others still? they do both.... i am the latter..... i bash prettier ladies and bash myself at the same time.... yeah, i know.... that's a bit immature... but i can't help it really....
so, to all of you out there who i might have offended... i'm really sorry... guess i can't blame you for being sooo irritatingly perfect with you showing off that ass in your thongs and you being objectified (or verbally raped) by those freakin pervs out there and the like... but, you can't blame me either... admit it, you get that sometimes... unless you're in self denial... besides, um, i do think that it is sometimes degrading to have men send you lurid messages... doesn't that make you a bit.... exploited?
